by J. Amarylis

Aching 
Do I long for you 
Or am I still bruised? 
 
Lovely 
She is here for me 
Bringing back the sun 

Desolate 
Sorrow left me here 
And you are to blame 

Joyous 
I have found myself 
And I have lost you 

Ruined 
Is it too late now? 
I’m beyond repair 

Weightless 
I am finally,  
Finally free of you 

Listless 
Lost and searching now 
Does she want me too? 

Hopeful 
I can call the sun 
I can know myself 

Ire 
Cold rage, hot anger 
Directed all at you 

Peaceful 
I don’t want you now 
I don’t need your weight 

Healing 
Love is worth it 
Now I will love myself